Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Is it too late to know you?

Come sit a while by me
Tell me something, Tell me anything
They are too busy, the ones who i thought would warm my old age
She is long gone, the one i hoped would be my companion in the years
You're here now, tell me something, anything, just do not say hullo and walk away

We are a different generation,
I want to hear about what you people do now,
Everything just seems to have walked right by me
Your hands are always busy, tapping away at the thing you walk about with
You walk with a dance in your step, little wires in your ears
You smile and nod when you see me, but that's all the conversation we have
The smile that tells that there is no conversation between us

It breaks my heart, that you want to learn nothing from me
When i was younger, i sought wisdom, i sought guidance
I liked to follow my father about, to hear him and to watch him at his trade
I wanted to be the man he was, i wanted to learn from him
I spent many evenings tending to the fire listening to the stories he told
The stories that had a lesson for me to learn

My mother was the woman i wanted my wife to learn from
She was a gentle woman with strong hands, not given to lies and gossip.
She tended the garden allowing the wind to carry her quiet voice as she prayed and sang
She prayed for me, she prayed for us all, i guess it is why i still am
I wonder who will teach you, i wonder who you will learn from
Things are not as they used to be
So much fighting, bickering, even among your own kin

There is a gap and i do not blame you for it
Your father and i should have worked harder, we should have
I feel like i do not know any of you
You, your parents, your siblings and my other children
First chance they got, they left for the city life
I do not blame them, it held more promise than the hoes and the sheep
I was too stubborn to come as often as they liked,
The journey too was not kind on my back and knees
Now, there is a gap that we cannot fix

I wish though that every so often you would come sit by me
Even if you said nothing, i would like to hear your heart beat
Know that i hold even a little bit of importance to you
I am afraid that i sound harsh when i call out to you
It is the way we speak, they say we are rough and tough
Our hearts are in a good place though

Come sit by me, my days are done and i am alone.

9 comments:

  1. Two categories : old people and children. Ancient wisdom and innocence ....they both have nothing to lose; they both give freely

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  2. I guess you were already told. You write beautiful poetry. These words are strung together smoothly yet they have such a raw energy and a depth. Maybe there is one for April.

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  3. This is beautiful in the simplest of ways...also makes me think of my grand mother...got me asking myself how often she has thought "You're here now, tell me something, anything, just do not say hullo and walk away"...You have broken my heart a bit

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  4. Your beautiful simplicity is all! Simply put, yet heavy!

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  5. I will keep checking for the April one....we want another rap

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  6. Hmmmmmm
    I would come and sit,
    Stop and listen,
    Try to learn all that you wish to share,
    Draw close to your fountain of knowledge,
    Deter from my device which daily keeps my eyes fingers and mind occupied,
    Hold far from the temptations of the plastic smiles we share by the fleeting roadside,
    But how, oh how do we start,
    How do we move past the distraction which is your brillance,
    How do ww move past my nothingness which is crowned at the alter of my mobile device with greatness?

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  7. Hmmmmmm
    I would come and sit,
    Stop and listen,
    Try to learn all that you wish to share,
    Draw close to your fountain of knowledge,
    Deter from my device which daily keeps my eyes fingers and mind occupied,
    Hold far from the temptations of the plastic smiles we share by the fleeting roadside,
    But how, oh how do we start,
    How do we move past the distraction which is your brillance,
    How do ww move past my nothingness which is crowned at the alter of my mobile device with greatness?

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