Monday, October 16, 2017

Have i done a thing?

Dear Courage,

You and I must meet this week.
It might be on a random drive,
Taking that long thought of journey to some place where i can make the jump
Saying yes to the things I have said no to
Leaving the things that I have held on to when they do not mean much anymore

I must, this week, meet you
I have climbed no mountains,
Run no significant races,
Taken no significant risks,
I feel now that I am drowning in my own comfort

It must be something that will shake the dead weight off
I cannot for the life of me, think of a thing just now
Maybe, my journey will start with saying No
To the things I agree to do that i shouldn't
Or to having conversations that will change my path

If I meet you courage,
Be kind, but then, be true
Do not fail me, but allow me to stand on my feet
Because just now, i suspect, i live so meek and full of apology
I wonder if i am living right

Should i die tomorrow,
If they were honest, they might wonder
What, besides being good, can we say about her?
Good really is a thing you can never own
It is the definition of every dead man. He was good, So was she
What is my thing i wonder?

Courage however, should not mean stupid, right? Or should it?

8 comments:

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  2. I must meet courage as well, sooner than soonest. This is a very timely and well written piece. Thanks:-) As always, you are a gold mine of wisdom. You write from a deep place, i shall borrow a tree, a leaf won't be enough haha

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  3. Poetic.
    I recently heard someone say that there is a thin line between courage and stupid. And yet we need courage but we do not need stupid. Courage often lies in doing ordinary things extraordinarily well - that's a transliteration from another author too.

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  4. You really should write more often. This is beautiful.

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  5. I found his message profound and with the right poetic insight about daily life. courage is amazing word which gives you determination to fight fear within your life. Thanks a lot.

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  6. Hi there Josephine. I love this poem and I love your blog. I'm so glad that I have found it. I watched your special on Paul Kayonga the other day and I have been enthralled by it. I wrote about it on my blog at https://theeverettandaustinproject.org.

    Both of my boys were also born with Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy and have passed away, one in 2012 and one in 2017. I've finally got a heart to start a ministry in their name.

    I'm thinking I'd like to focus the ministry on the third world and specifically Africa for now. Could we setup a skype call? I'd love to chat and ask you a few questions. Any help or direction that you could provide would be wonderful.

    Hope to talk to you soon,
    Tim

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